Wasting Away Again

When you start resenting your job, is it time to up and leave or is the problem not the job but yourself. I am in the midst of trying to figure that out now. I wake up in the morning dreading going to work. I don't mind waking and doing the commute. That is actually the time when I reflect, try to inspire myself, listen to motivational videos, listen to music that moves my soul or I use that time to seek peace and forgiveness from my lord and savior. I get to work and feel wonderful. Some days I am able to carry that feeling throughout the day and others just seem to go down the tubes within minutes of arriving on the scene. Since I have returned to work after my injury, things have not been the same, The people seem the same, the work seems the same and other days it's the exact opposite. I use to have a different swagger when I went to work. Now it is like I have to build myself to feel normal. I know that I have been humbled because I don't find myself getting upset over the things that I use to get angry or frustrated with before. So is it the fact that things are different or is it me that is different. I don't find the work challenging anymore even though I have gained and learned more knowledge about the field in which I work. Some days I sit working and yet my mind isn't there but in other places. Some days, I put my best foot forward and become productive and accomplish a lot in the time that I am really working. I wonder if any of you have come across or have had similar feelings about their job. Maybe it is the fact that I have grown up in an entrepreneurial household and saw my father work and be his own boss and I one day want the same thing. To work for me, become self-sufficient and to be able to make my own hours, answer to no one but myself and my drive to be successful one day. Well, I hope that one day this will not be an issue for me personally and I would love to hear from all of you. Express your stories, experiences and maybe give me advice on becoming a better me. It's getting late and I have to get to sleep and wake up refreshed and hopefully ready to attack the day. So until then...this was just a thought.